Ok, ok I know its practically the 4th of July but that's not the reason for this post. I have to get some shit off my chest and straighten a few things out before I can move on into my happy place. 'Cause of all the fuck-heads in and around my life have got me figured out all wrong and I am sick and tired of agreeing with them to get them to leave me alone. You know- if you hear something often enough you agree with it... or in my case just nod, shrug my shoulders and claim indifference.
Jesus- fucking-christ people.... you want to keep feeding me shit to make your self feeel that you have everything all figured out huh? You think you have me all figured out... none of you do. I know where I stand... I figured myself out without any of your help- even when I did ask for it. Not that I don't appreciate your advice and oppinions- I woudln't ask you if I didn't want to hear it... but seriously... somewhere we made a mistake because you all think I am some spinless, depressed, confused, lost little girl. FUCK YOU. You are so wrong... I have just kept the real me wrapped because none of you understood her when she came out to play. Well tough shit peeps! I am here to stay... fuck yall if you cant take a joke.
I know what I want. I will have it. And I will get it my way. I will take care of my girlies... they will be better then fine and well off- don't believe me? I will do what I want go where I want and be with whom I want... yes I am married... no I am not leaving him... stupid people.
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